When the doubts come
Most of us, no matter how solid our self-esteem, how clear our vision, how sucessful our past, will have times when the doubts come, rushing into our lives like children running to get at the presents laid under the Christmas tree. At such times it seems like nothing can shield us from their noisy, swaggering accusations even if we “know” they’re full of false bravado.
I’ve had a day like that today, when my excitement for a vision was knocked flat by a left hook of Doubt. I breathed in a deep gulp of air, hoping to steady my reeling mind. Grounded, I attempted my rebound — “You’re full of it” I reminded my assailant, “I can too make this idea fly!” Wham – “No!” — bam – “You cannot.” — slam – “It’s not possible!” Doubt shouted back, knocking me down anew. (Dang, Doubt is one tough opponent today!)
So, as I began to feel hopeless, these two thoughts popped into my head — 1) “when the doubts come” 2) poem. Trusting this voice, I logged into my blog to write and here’s what came up.
When the doubts come, let them visit
They are lonely for attention
They want someone who will listen to their point of view.Do not fight them with anger
Uncross your arms to them
Let them enter into your mind as you allow oxygen into your lungs.Doubts are like the orphaned child
They are pitied by others
Yet most people give little more than momentary interest.When the doubts come, open your arms to them
Give them your ears and your heart
Listen with compassion and understanding so that they can truly be heard.When this happens, they will go of their own accord
Just like breathe exhales itself easily from your lungs.
What do you do when the doubts come?
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Funny you should write this today. I read it earlier when I was feeling confident. Came home this evening and started to work on my post and the voice started up. The one that says, “Who are you to do…?”
You know what I do. I do it anyway.
If you hear a voice within you say “you cannot paint,” then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.
~Vincent Van Gogh
You are an awesome love ambassador. Don’t let doubt stop you!
Nneka
Comment by Nneka — November 1, 2006 @ 8:08 pm
Thank YOU so much Nneka! We are all love ambassadors, that’s why it’s crucial to have community because at times you need to receive and other times your gig is to give.
By the way, I love your Season of Gratitude series. I’m simply figuring out what I want to share!
Peace my friend.
Comment by Shonnie — November 3, 2006 @ 1:10 pm